my belated birthday entry

hey!

so i celebrated my 21st birthday last weds. its not bout what i did that day, but its about what i feel when i woke up that morning. i remember i closed my eyes, and said Alhamdulillah. then i felt tears welling up in my eyes. right now im typing this, im reliving the emotions. i am so thankful that Allah has given me so much despite my shortcomings and flaws. i dont need special presents and celebration, i just need blessings from Allah Al-Wahhab, the Most Generous one. i can sit down and count his blessings and i would take forever. i am thankful for every single day of my life.

Alhamdulillah, im blessed with being a muslimah, with the right direction to work towards. i pray that i’ll be a good Muslimah and a better one insyaAllah, till my last breath. amin.

Alhamdulillah, im blessed with a strong will power. well, not VERY strong, but sufficiently strong to make life so much easier to live in.

Alhamdulillah im blessed with beautiful angels around me. my parents, my family, my friends. i can never ask for more.

i am so blessed, masyaAllah, life is beautiful.
you can either wait for beauty to set in or you go look for it.
la vita e bella.

(:

reposition

day one of the first aid course was pretty interesting although the too much talking drove my head in a whirl. and sitting in a lecture was like so 2 mths ago, so theres no way i could stay awake through out the whole lecture. ZZZZzzzzZZZ. bandages and cpr are manageable so far. i didnt know the blows are not easy to make. oh wells.

skipped dinner with the hockey babes after tt cos i was so tired. to think that all i did in class was sit and eat and sleep. heh. so anw, when i msged someone today, he replied: “i thought u’re dead/lost/gone”. what a thing to say. i think i could use some support and or at least a “how are you?” instead. but oh wells

i cant wait for things to happen. ((: