no words can sum up my first day at work other than britney’s. yeah first day was disappointing. i want more..
anyway, i was talking to a friend as to why im not about ready to be in a relationship. and that friend said my reason is ridiculous. which of course got me fired up. you dont say my idea is ridiculous unless yours is any smarter.
so i told that friend that i have enough people for now. i have my parents to please. my close relatives like my nenek and little cousins too. and my darling friends and now that i’ve become wiser, it’s dawned upon me how much i’d lose/waste if i dont spend time/money on them first. i feel damn good when i buy little gifts for these people and i know for sure,if i got myself a boyfriend, my interests would change. my little cousins are little angels i dont want to miss a chance spending time with, before they grow up into teenagers i dont know. and i havent even mentioned the parents. i know i’d be declared a bankcrupt if i paid all my debts to my parents. with that in tow, hahh i have a lot on my shoulders and i better start now.
i know this probably sound bizzare, but on my wedding day (berangan), i want to make sure i feel satisfied that my obligations to these people have somewhat been achieved. yup before i move on to another stage in life, i would like to at least complete a slight bit of the one im in right now.
