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i was flipping through my secondary school diary (wrapped in powerpuff girls wrapping paper) just now. and i just realised, how wonderful my life has always been!
the things i wrote about were really kental actually..like
“today sista and i went to heeren hmv..” (by sista i meant lynnn. SISTA! haha.)
“i watched malcom in the middle today. so cool!”
“ken said hi to me, while adam was just behind him!! crazy boy!”
ok lah got many other kental things.
anyway, what i really noticed is that how lucky i am to have met really great friends in my life. i met lynn when i was in pri sch. i met fizah when i was in sec sch. besse (and of course nizar and adib and zawiah and peilee and shah) when i was in aj and then went on to be really really good friends with makla and the rest of aj girls like fanah, muni and suli, and of course, my latest bestfriend, anisah! haha… i can never be more thankful.
i seriously cannot imagine my life without lynn and fizah. i think i know lynn my whole life. and although i told her once that i would cry for 5 mins only at her funeral, truth is, i think my world would crumble without her. though we dont talk as often as we did before, i feel secure knowing that she loves me still no matter what a jerk i am most of the time. she doesnt have to say that she loves me laa.. i know..cos i always play badminton at her void deck and the apeks told me so. (: (: and fizah is like the happy switch in me. when im in school feeling like a flop, i’d sms her knowing that she can just make me smile with her random seriously merepek smses. despite our differences and alter egos, its really comforting to know that she’s a part of everything i do. she’s in my heart just like a tattoo~~
alright..i’ll continue some other day.
for now, let me leave you with this;
“Do not save your loving speeches
For your friends till they are dead;
Do not write them on their tombstones,
Speak them rather now instead.”- Anna Cummins <– i dunno who she is la.